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This post is dedicated to Miss Bazilah Zahari. Congratulations Babe.. coz you just have turned 21.. 

Hahahaha... in 4 years time, it will be the prime time of your life ( you know what i mean - after all 25 is the marriageable age for women, well. at least women that I know).. hehehehehe apa lagi guys... grab her.. FAST!!! hehehe jan marah ya :PPPP

But anyway, I hoped you enjoy your day today. I would have called you up, but I dont have phone card with me at the mo, hence could not do it. 

Mudahan jua my 21 card for you has arrived, hopefully... if not, you can wait for it :D

<3 and miss you always.. Im a nappeun chinggu, i know that and im sorry for that. I hope i can find a way to make it up to you and the rest. 

Anyway, this is a note from me

I just have this knack of being sensitive to some things and also to my environment. Not the environment, environment, but more of social environment. I can sense if something is going on, but it can be right at times, it can be wrong too. I just dont know if this sensing thing is due to me being sensitive or its just right. It annoys me. I would just rather be oblivious to this sensing/being sensitive thing, because hell, its annoying. It just make my head go spinning and make all kinds of speculations, which I dont like.. AT ALL.   Oh well... its just life, isnt it ? Life cannot be perfect at all, well.. it can be almost perfect, but my life, isnt perfect.. at all. I have too much flaws that need to be addressed, but Im satisfied with myself, living myself as me. Im happy being me, and that's what all matters to me.

Anyway, as I said, i rather be oblivious to things. Being oblivious is sometimes stupid, i know, but if it can make you feel better, why not... if it protects you from being hurt, why not? Right...?? It seems like running away from addressing the problem, yeah... but for a while, being oblivious wont hurt. Well, that is just what I think.. 

Anyhoo.. Salam :D