The past

I lit up my scented (vanilla) candle, and the flame just reminded me of my past.




There was a point in my life, when I really got into burning stuff outside my house, because my dad or my amah always do if there were too much leaves lying around arah our backyard. So i got into the habit of doing it eeeeevvvveerrryyyyy day. Hahahaha, i think i was 8 or 9 years old at that time. Yeah, i was and am still weird to this point. It was a weird habit... but I was just so into it, i think i did it probably for more than a week, everyday. Or probably less than a week, i cant remember, pokoknya i always do it after ugama school.. after 3.30pm ish. Hahahaha what made I stop from doing it huh?

I think.. maybe it was due to.. a pipe leaking, due to the burning that i did, which was near the pipe water, lying on the floor of the ground. Hahaha, then i stopped, psal takut kana marahi. Heheheh... when I think of it, it was quite funny and nostalgic. I can't believe that I got into that kind of habit. Anyhoos..

It also reminded me of when our house had blackouts and we used to lit up the candles and put many of it all around the house. I used to play with the flames, like you know how you just move your finger across the flame really2 fast. or pinch it, but do it really fast. My mom used to show us how she did it, and I was like WHOOOAAAAA, what the?? serious?? How?? isn't it hot? Hahahahaha, especially the pinching part, that was just.... incredible, hahahaha at that time. Well, im able to do that now, but back then, when you think doing it was just nearly impossible for you to, its just.. hahaha amazing.

Haihhhhh..

I was such a naughty girl dulu. Rebellious too... ohhh well.. its all in the past..

Salam :D