PMS

Salam

Turns out that I was really PMS-ing when I was having my bad mood. Putting on top of that, some people had irritated me to another level, lol... so explaining my outburst on some people. I know deep in my heart that its wrong to unleash it to people who are not guilty of it, but I just can't help it. I seriously can't control my emotions. If im happy, or sad or angry or whatever it is, i wont be able to mask it and make it as if im the opposite. I just can't. If im sad/angry, and i posed a happy face, that's just not me then. I think that's one of my qualities, and it is also one of my bad traits to be honest. Well people, you guys just can suck it up. If you dont like it, fine, i can't help it. Anyway... im trying to spend my time being happy if i can, well most of the time I am.. but just some of the moments make my mood go yucky! heheheh

anyway, im out.. salam :)

emo

Lol,

I just realised how emo I was for the past few weeks. I feel better now though, inda ku tau kenapa. Maybe lots of things that made me upset accumulated, hence the outburst.

Anyway, i've been relaxing.. hahaha not that i didnt touch my books at all, just that... i didnt spend time on it as much as I should be. Tapi inda papa, still can catch up lah..

Okay.. thats it. Just wanna let you know that this PMS/stress mode is over.. for now

Cheers :)

if you only knew

A lot of things recently had me feel so frustrated. I dont really want to talk about it, coz I rant out enough last time. Just everytime... everytime, i started to feel good, something just come over to my mind and crush it. Crush it like that. Now, i feel like i can't enjoy my free time ever! i feel tired, i feel stressed. Yeah im complaining, so what? should I just keep it to myself and make myself feel even more depressed?

I dont know why, but sometimes.. its just becoming too unbearable.


Just recently, someone just made me feel so pissed, eventhough its a small thing. Its just a freaking small thing, and im pissed.... i dont even know what's going on with me now. I dont know.... just let me be, you guys.. i doubt you guys understand. I doubt it.