one week break!

Assalamualaikum,

Yayayayayayayay cuti sudah start. Alhamdulillah, but there is no time to relax because..... jeng jeng jeng........ have to study for this visual interpretation test after the break, i have my oral surgery rotation and.... an ortho book test! Wow... fun times huh...

That does not mean that I cannot have a bit of a break too. Hehehe, so my plans for this break is
1. Make some cakes for raya
2. Catch up with some friends and.... go ngupi
3. Watch some movies..
4. And ofcourse studehhhhhh

To be honest, i would like to go to Queenstown, tapiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ............................................................................. malas kan cakap, will just list out what I want from queenstown
1. NANDOS
2. PATAGONIA HOT CHOCOLATE..

Man, these two things are the best! The best....

Ramadhan is coming to an end, and as I said before, I didnt really achieve much. Its sad in a way..... i do think i managed to improve myself in some aspects... but that's it. Insya Allah will try to improvise more! insya Allah

Last words from me for today's blog

For these past few months, I just realised my life is revolved around a few really good friends... Tempat mengadu, tempat bercerita, tempat itu dan ini. I'm lucky, am I not? heheheh Alhamdulillah :))))

if only...

If only life is easy.. I would...

At times like this lah membuatkan diri semakin malass...

Im just so tired with all the clinical work

Partly my fault jua bah, cubatah bah ah... kana suruh sudah position duduk bisai2, masih jua kan dibuat yang menyakitkan diri in the end.. My shoulders feel so tight, my legs are sore from standing up for a long time (more than 1.5 hours), ditambah lagi the fact that I am not fit and I am fat! So.. hehehe hujung2nya ngalih, and seterusnya membuat diri supaya lagi procrastinate. Syabas mal... syabas!

Tommorow will be another day, another day filled with stress and worries. Hahaha dramaqueen much? I'll be doing my first endo case. I'm currently reading up on it, sounds simple but dont know when it comes to the practice, dont know if its going to be simple as it sounds. And i have to do it under 2 hours, LESS than 2 hours!! Haiihhh stress ehhhh, mudahan jua okay.. Rabbi yassir wala tu'asir ya kareem.. insya Allah...

Ramadhan is coming to an end soon, and I felt like I haven't achieved much. I felt so bad! Tapi mind ani macam procrastinate tia ganya. Its ridiculous.. im serious... Time cani ani tah sanangkan beribadah.. tapi inda jua banyak di buat. Mun sekadar few lembar of Al-Quran. Alum jua berapa. Mal mal, how can you become a good muslimah? Tapi insya Allah.. Ramadhan atau inda, will try to perbaiki diri ani further in the future.. insya Allah...

Bah anyway, xoxo end of this post, more to come. Heheheh

looking outside the window

Feeling a bit.... blegghh,, wanna go out... but I cant.. I shouldnt... need to finish this one assignment T_T

Kenangan

3 year+ has passed by, inda kerasahan...

Feels like it was yesterday.... I left Brunei to NZ to pursue my studies.

I came across this sketchbook. I had them even before I left Brunei, and friends wrote words in it.

This truly caught my eyes

' As time passes by, somehow that bond has begin to fade away'.. this was written nearly 3 years ago. Somehow that reflects how I feel now. Not by a little margin, but by lots.... we make new friends, but somehow I crave for my old ones.. hmm..

But anyway, enough for today.. and I should be off doing this -_-~~~

Salam xoxo

ps: lol, until now I still make a lot of grammar mistakes as I did in the first picture.

Love the way you ____~~??

I wont deny this, but I felt a bit left out looking at posts on facebook, JUST A BIT, but on a happy note, im glad. Hehehehehe what can I do kan? Different places of study, and different times of cuti. My cuti does not coincide with them. Looking at their happy faces, and smiles... who cares if im not there, as long as they're happy. Im glad the bond is still there, though im getting inches (or probably foots) further away from those bonds.

That is another thing about being further apart for the sake of studying, especially when it comes to me. But then these thoughtS, let me just keep it to myself. Hehehe this thought of mine is not worth to be put into this blog.

School updates

Im definitely getting more busy now, I have 2 assignments to finish, deadline is soon!!!!. And then, lots of tests and exam assignments to be done. Yet, the calling of facebook and twitter is really strong, that I always procrastinate with these two webs, i wish i can stop. I probably can. Maybe I should do it.. hmmm...

That also means exam is getting closer. 2 months to go and im freaking out because im not studying as much as I should have. Goshhh, why am I like this?

Alrighto, need to prep for my clinic this afternoon.. Dentures clinic. Hahaha i think im in big trouble today, but we will see