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Salam
lol, i was just reading this one entry that i posted up onto this blog in january and hellllll, thats a hella scary one post. Lol...
I find it funny now and a bit immature that I wrote that post. Lol, im not going to delete it... just as a reference in the future :D, one of the major reason why I might wrote that post is PMS... it should be, if not, i would not write up an entry like that.
xoxo
Sunday 22 May 2011
Monday 16 May 2011
considering things
To be honest, im probably not as 'busy' as you guys are. I almost dont have any assignments to do, other than presentations, which as usual, i do last minute, and also tests coming up and boom.. after that, exam. I've been procrastinating all this while. Hahaha now I regretted it. Alhamdulillah, this made me realised 1 month before the exam. haahahaha kalau inda, abislahhhhh
Clinics have been making me so busy these days. Imagine only 3 hours of clinic per day from monday to thursday is already making me feel tired, apatah lagi when im going to work nanti. Its just, I dont know, quite overwhelming. The thought of me working, from 8-5pm, its just.. lol, too much at this stage. Looking into people's mouth at most 8 hours a day, hahahaha thats something.
I'm always tempted to do this to be honest, im not so sure if ive done this before, but yeah, sometimes I do want to talk about how my clinic went, how's my patient and the relevance to their overall oral health, what procedures i have done, what makes me stressed so much. There's so many things about dentistry that I can talk about, but when I want to put it into a blog, i just dont know what to write. Lol, and im not so sure about patient's confidentiality issue. Lol, but I see a lot of dentists post up pictures and tell readers their experience about being a dentist. So maybe I can do so, without compromising the patient's identity.
Hmm...
Maybe, we will see.
Hehehe anyway, Salam and have a good day peeps
Clinics have been making me so busy these days. Imagine only 3 hours of clinic per day from monday to thursday is already making me feel tired, apatah lagi when im going to work nanti. Its just, I dont know, quite overwhelming. The thought of me working, from 8-5pm, its just.. lol, too much at this stage. Looking into people's mouth at most 8 hours a day, hahahaha thats something.
I'm always tempted to do this to be honest, im not so sure if ive done this before, but yeah, sometimes I do want to talk about how my clinic went, how's my patient and the relevance to their overall oral health, what procedures i have done, what makes me stressed so much. There's so many things about dentistry that I can talk about, but when I want to put it into a blog, i just dont know what to write. Lol, and im not so sure about patient's confidentiality issue. Lol, but I see a lot of dentists post up pictures and tell readers their experience about being a dentist. So maybe I can do so, without compromising the patient's identity.
Hmm...
Maybe, we will see.
Hehehe anyway, Salam and have a good day peeps
Sunday 15 May 2011
Home
Salam everyone
I miss home so badly......... batah lagi kan balik ani ehhhhhhh, i can't wait!! hehehehe
Anyway.. a friend of mine from facebook wrote this quote on facebook
I've always had this issue in my mind on how people around me has changed. Well, not that I have this issue in my head recently, its been going on since I came back to Brunei for holidays after I finish my 1st year. Somehow I just could not really adapt to my friends. I wondered why... at first, of course I thought that its because they have changed. As time goes by, that kind of thinking faded away and I had the realisation, that maybe that they were the ones who stayed the same all this time, and the person who had changed all this while was me.
Pikir punya pikir, it may be true. I came to NZ to study, meet a new circle of friends, spending my 9 months with them and 3 months back home. 9 months ( X by 3 now) is quite a long time to change myself bit by bit in terms on how i think about things. I honestly don't know if my thinking around some issues has become more mature or has it gone backwards? That, im not so sure.
But coming back to the topic, really.. the quote that my friend has said, all this while, I had this in the back of my mind. Frankly, I wont deny that I have changed. It may cause some people a bit or a lot of discomfort, hahaha but yeah... sometimes i just can't help it. Kan cakap im getting more introverted and rather keep things to myself, its true in a way, but sometimes its not. Ahhh im contradicting myself now but anyway, yeah you get the drift. Hehehehe anyway, I dont want you guys to think that I'm writing this because of you readers, but rather, to remind myself about how I should not come onto the conclusion or specifically judgemental about people especially those friends/family that I have.
Believe it or not, for me, this is something that was not easy for me to do, but.. i've been working hard to try and not be as judgemental as I was before. hahaha..
This may be a confusing post for you guys, so hoped you had fun reading. Lol
Salam :)
I miss home so badly......... batah lagi kan balik ani ehhhhhhh, i can't wait!! hehehehe
Anyway.. a friend of mine from facebook wrote this quote on facebook
I've always had this issue in my mind on how people around me has changed. Well, not that I have this issue in my head recently, its been going on since I came back to Brunei for holidays after I finish my 1st year. Somehow I just could not really adapt to my friends. I wondered why... at first, of course I thought that its because they have changed. As time goes by, that kind of thinking faded away and I had the realisation, that maybe that they were the ones who stayed the same all this time, and the person who had changed all this while was me.
Pikir punya pikir, it may be true. I came to NZ to study, meet a new circle of friends, spending my 9 months with them and 3 months back home. 9 months ( X by 3 now) is quite a long time to change myself bit by bit in terms on how i think about things. I honestly don't know if my thinking around some issues has become more mature or has it gone backwards? That, im not so sure.
But coming back to the topic, really.. the quote that my friend has said, all this while, I had this in the back of my mind. Frankly, I wont deny that I have changed. It may cause some people a bit or a lot of discomfort, hahaha but yeah... sometimes i just can't help it. Kan cakap im getting more introverted and rather keep things to myself, its true in a way, but sometimes its not. Ahhh im contradicting myself now but anyway, yeah you get the drift. Hehehehe anyway, I dont want you guys to think that I'm writing this because of you readers, but rather, to remind myself about how I should not come onto the conclusion or specifically judgemental about people especially those friends/family that I have.
Believe it or not, for me, this is something that was not easy for me to do, but.. i've been working hard to try and not be as judgemental as I was before. hahaha..
This may be a confusing post for you guys, so hoped you had fun reading. Lol
Salam :)
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