Maybe

Exam is not really over. Results of who's goin' to be called for oral exam will come out soon. Insya Allah okay.....

So basically, what I have done was going out and shop with safiyah for our families. It has been a tiring two days and we're planning to go out again later...... to buy stuffs again, and it just hit me that i haven't really cleaned up the place yet, kitchen, toilet, bathroom, you name it.. and i need to vaccum my room, living room, so probably i will do that when the shop closes which is at night, ill have ample time to do it.

Last night, I went karaoke at the KTV with several friends, and it was awesome. Awesome!!!!!!! Its been a really long time since I got hold of the mic and sing. Friends were awesome too... apparently, there's quite a number of hidden talents, hahahaha and pleasant to hear to, which makes it much more fun. It was an awesome 2 hours, thanks guys!!!!! Sadly, we didnt record it, but its okay :D Ranging from mariah carey, kelly clarkson to korean songs to ABBA, MJ, and so on... it was definitely fun times...

On a more serious note, i decided to post this up because this was brought up last night, and I had a good talk but not quite finished with someone, and actually, i hadn't really put in my thoughts much into it yet, at least not until last night.

Know about the "MAJOR" thing going on in Brunei the other day? Honestly, I haven't get quite over it YET. So which explains why I have been keeping so quiet these past few months and plus, if i kept thinking about it , it seriously would have a major impact on my mind. So I had a talk last night, and it seems that it is not healthy if I keep it that way. The thing is..... I just can't forget about it and act like nothing happens. Okay, maybe that is just weird of me but I just can't forget about things. I just can't. So when things happen and it becomes so awkward to the point that I decided that keeping mum is the best way to do at that moment, well at least, I've spoken of my mind the other day. Well, of course.. i dont want this to continue for so long. Friends are still friends and I still take you guys that way, but what I want is time to clear of this awkwardness building up in my mind. Thats it. If you think im ignoring you, im sincerely sorry.... but i just need time to process everything up and put it at the back of my head and make it as if it has never happened before, which is not easy. So... whatever it is, i will see you guys in Brunei and sorry for making this really awkward. :)

okay, to wrap up before I leave NZ and go back home..

It's been a great year knowing a lot of people, and going through some processes of life. It's not exactly one of the best years I had, Honestly I was struggling too, with new things to learn and being given a lot of stuff at a time. Maybe because I was lacking that hardwork that I usually had, but anyway, there's always time to improve myself. Nevertheless, its still been a great year. I hope next year will be better, and Ill be more busy than ever.

3 more

3 more papers to go.

First one was okay
Second was BULL but i hope it went okay too. Amin3X
Third one was okay. Amin3X

Segala macam perasaan ada time tani stress ani. Depress, stress, short tempered... haishhh. payah kan cakap.

I just can't wait to get this over with. I need to recharge. I need to relax.

Lusa will be a practical exam which i dont know what kind of qs will be asked, but its going to be okay though..insya Allah, esok ada study group.. so dapat revise.

Then 2 days after that will be pharmacology exam, insya Allah okay.

The last one will be 3 days after that. Biomaterials, tapi alum lagi belajar banar2. Huhuhuh, too much to study in short period of time. My fault, because study last minute jua.

Then cuti~~~ heheh shopping for my parents and adik beradik and cousin2 and Wali and his little brother and Hanan. I loiike~~~
Im planning to go around the place jua sebelum balik. Go to west africa exhibition at the museum, go to the beach, maybe go to botanical garden, go tengok wayang, go have fun with friends here. Haiiiiihhh..tapi malangnya i can't think of that dulu, exam dulu...

Siah's in Brunei now.. seronoknya
Amni and Fatul will be leaving on the 9th right after all of our exams finish.
And me? a week after that because takut kana panggil for oral exams, insya Allah inda kana panggil. AMIN!!
Im wondering whether i should go to Q town because aku tais liur nando's berabis. But its 4 hours journey to go there and 4 hours journey to come back to Dunedin and it cost 40 dollars, im just wondering if it worths the money to go there and come back. Or maybe i should stay one night there to make it worth it, tapi kalau seorang saja, boreng tia.. so we'll see how it goes. Or i should do it time di AKL, just go to the city and tapau some nandos and bring it back to their airport? .. heheheh, but lets see how it goes..

anyhoo.. gtg

Take a chill pill

Exam in a week's time... adakah saya panik? sedikit..
Adakah saya a bit depressed? Yes.. sebab exam nda lagi lama...

Quite a lot of unfortunate events happened... (maybe only in my eyes.. for others, its not a biggie)..
I want to go home and refresh my mind. Start all new again... and come back here with more confidence, and more productive mind.

Seriously, I've been in a slump this year. I usually had this drive, to strive hard and get whatever i wanted, but apparently, this year.... my aim.. asalkan pass cukup. Aku sendiri pun inda suka this kind of mindset. What happened to the Amal yang try hard to get what she wanted?

Anyhoo...
6 papers.. - Cariology - Oral Bio theory and practical, Community dentistry, Pharmacology and Biomaterials. Insya Allah, will get through this.... Hopefully

another one

So lazy to write blogs nowadays, havent got the urge to update people about me these days, coz I am just really dull these days.

Anyway, had an open house for friends in Dunedin. Tired but it felt rewarding.

Exam in less than 3 weeks, and im panicking, and im so faarrr~ behind my studies now. Everyone else went to library, and im stuck in my room trying to browse the internet for something that does not even concern my studies. Im doomed!!! OK.. probably i'm not, there's still time, but still im really going at a really slow pace.

I just want to pass 2nd year. Insya Allah, I CAN DO THIS..... !!!!!!!

A month plus to go home and thinking about home now. I miss my family so much!! period... i dont know what else to forward to, except some plans I have in mind during the summer holiday.

Just an update

Update of what I have been doing

1. Browsing soompi 2pm forum for updates. Should stop doing that
2. Browsing KPOP. To see any news regarding 2pm
3. Browsing 2oneday forum, to see any news regarding 2pm

Non- Jaebum - 2PM - related

1. Met first patient last week. A really nice old man. Meeting him again next week, probably do treatment on him. Scaling and prophylaxis.

2. Met second patient yesterday. Same case like last week, just doing history and examination. Meeting her in 2 weeks time.

3. Had my first dental injection done by none other than a fellow Bruneian (a.k.a Raymond). Being a person who is scared of needles, it was definitely not easy. Not easy to inject me (for Raymond because I was scared shit and he probably felt nervous doing it on me because i was literally clinching), but it was okay. Can feel the needle, can feel the solution going inside but it wasnt painful.

4. Had my first presentation in front of fellow classmates. I was really nervous before then, but when we came up to the 'podium', it was not scary at all. It was okay. Probably one of the most serious presentation, but hey, we conveyed the message, i think.

5. Exam in a month's time and i have not study yet. Have 5 different papers this time. Should study later. Probably should write a big poster saying, 'Want an A or an F?'. Probably that will motivate me to pass.

Thats all.

Salam

"Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all, and maaf zahir dan batin"

Park Jaebum

Yesterday, he decided to leave 2pm AND went back to the States just because he wrote a hateful message before he debut and it was 4 years ago. K-netizens went too far this time, to the extent that they signed petitions, one of them asking Jay to kill himself. Stupid, isnt it?

Can you imagine how sad I was when he announced that he's going to leave 2pm? Hmmppphhh, he's like my favorite member among the boys and he had to leave the group???? Dang... i seriously hope he will come back!!!!!!

PS: Awu, mental ku pasal ani!!!!!!!

Tuna Pizza

Before

After

Al-fatihah to my ucu's wife kakak ipar. Moga Allah ampun segala2 dosanya dan ditempatkan di kalangan orang2 yang beriman. Amin..

Her 5 children are all in the hospital recieving treatments, 3 of them, if im not mistaken, are in the ICU. I hope they will all recover and go through this obstacle with hati yang tabah.