What a day

Today, i wake up, missed my 8am lecture, barely made it to my 9am lecture, went to another lecture hall for the 10am lecture (AWESOME STUFF- forensics!!!! do you know that you can use your teeth as a form of identification? hehehehe) , 1 hour break used to study in the library for my pros test on monday, then back to the lecture hall for 12pm lecture. 1 hour break... went to afamosa to get the vege mince with noodles (nyummy), with chocolate custard puff and 2 egg tarts, all amount up to 11nzd, but its allll worth it...

Then... i have a 3hours SIM clinic, where I do drilling on fake teeth lah, and it was sooooo dammmnnnn frustrating!!!!!!! sheeshhh, i didnt get to finish even one task. Sanak ku, well, maybe i was already feeling frustrated, pasal the tutor SIMPLY forgot to attend to me, even after he said that he's gonna attend someone and come back to me. He just simply forgot, and I was being frustrated and starting to menyamal, i just continued doing my work, thinking that he can just check my work later, and then the cavity that i drilled is just TOO big and deep for him, he asked me to get another to work on. Okay, fine.....my fault... then i got another tooth, and before doing it again, i worked on another tooth, and i underfilled it, its okay, boleh buat nanti lagi, THEN, i started to work again on the tooth that i just replaced, and still the cavity is too big. I seriously dont know what he wants.... until i asked ka nisah, and yes i understand after that. Mental ku ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .... as Pat said, one of the frustrating things in dentistry. Too bad, i'll graduate in 2 and half years. Well, success will only come with hardcore studying, and that is what im gona try and do..

Anyway, the above made me feel so shitty even until now. Talked to Ka Nisah, and some good advice from Pat, talked to my sisters, and also other people made me feel a bit better. I totally feel like crying tadi at the sim clinic.. Argghhhhh that's how bad I feel!!!!!... anyhooooo..

Tommorow's gonna have a friendly game with the malaysians, and will go and study after that for zeeeee test on monday. Haiiihhh...