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Salam everyone

I miss home so badly......... batah lagi kan balik ani ehhhhhhh, i can't wait!! hehehehe

Anyway.. a friend of mine from facebook wrote this quote on facebook

'People change but if you change, you don't kick your old friends just because they are still who they are when you met them before. '

I've always had this issue in my mind on how people around me has changed. Well, not that I have this issue in my head recently, its been going on since I came back to Brunei for holidays after I finish my 1st year. Somehow I just could not really adapt to my friends. I wondered why... at first, of course I thought that its because they have changed. As time goes by, that kind of thinking faded away and I had the realisation, that maybe that they were the ones who stayed the same all this time, and the person who had changed all this while was me.

Pikir punya pikir, it may be true. I came to NZ to study, meet a new circle of friends, spending my 9 months with them and 3 months back home. 9 months ( X by 3 now) is quite a long time to change myself bit by bit in terms on how i think about things. I honestly don't know if my thinking around some issues has become more mature or has it gone backwards? That, im not so sure.

But coming back to the topic, really.. the quote that my friend has said, all this while, I had this in the back of my mind. Frankly, I wont deny that I have changed. It may cause some people a bit or a lot of discomfort, hahaha but yeah... sometimes i just can't help it. Kan cakap im getting more introverted and rather keep things to myself, its true in a way, but sometimes its not. Ahhh im contradicting myself now but anyway, yeah you get the drift. Hehehehe anyway, I dont want you guys to think that I'm writing this because of you readers, but rather, to remind myself about how I should not come onto the conclusion or specifically judgemental about people especially those friends/family that I have.

Believe it or not, for me, this is something that was not easy for me to do, but.. i've been working hard to try and not be as judgemental as I was before. hahaha..

This may be a confusing post for you guys, so hoped you had fun reading. Lol

Salam :)