if only...

If only life is easy.. I would...

At times like this lah membuatkan diri semakin malass...

Im just so tired with all the clinical work

Partly my fault jua bah, cubatah bah ah... kana suruh sudah position duduk bisai2, masih jua kan dibuat yang menyakitkan diri in the end.. My shoulders feel so tight, my legs are sore from standing up for a long time (more than 1.5 hours), ditambah lagi the fact that I am not fit and I am fat! So.. hehehe hujung2nya ngalih, and seterusnya membuat diri supaya lagi procrastinate. Syabas mal... syabas!

Tommorow will be another day, another day filled with stress and worries. Hahaha dramaqueen much? I'll be doing my first endo case. I'm currently reading up on it, sounds simple but dont know when it comes to the practice, dont know if its going to be simple as it sounds. And i have to do it under 2 hours, LESS than 2 hours!! Haiihhh stress ehhhh, mudahan jua okay.. Rabbi yassir wala tu'asir ya kareem.. insya Allah...

Ramadhan is coming to an end soon, and I felt like I haven't achieved much. I felt so bad! Tapi mind ani macam procrastinate tia ganya. Its ridiculous.. im serious... Time cani ani tah sanangkan beribadah.. tapi inda jua banyak di buat. Mun sekadar few lembar of Al-Quran. Alum jua berapa. Mal mal, how can you become a good muslimah? Tapi insya Allah.. Ramadhan atau inda, will try to perbaiki diri ani further in the future.. insya Allah...

Bah anyway, xoxo end of this post, more to come. Heheheh