if you only knew

A lot of things recently had me feel so frustrated. I dont really want to talk about it, coz I rant out enough last time. Just everytime... everytime, i started to feel good, something just come over to my mind and crush it. Crush it like that. Now, i feel like i can't enjoy my free time ever! i feel tired, i feel stressed. Yeah im complaining, so what? should I just keep it to myself and make myself feel even more depressed?

I dont know why, but sometimes.. its just becoming too unbearable.


Just recently, someone just made me feel so pissed, eventhough its a small thing. Its just a freaking small thing, and im pissed.... i dont even know what's going on with me now. I dont know.... just let me be, you guys.. i doubt you guys understand. I doubt it.