Grey's anatomy

Funny isn't it?  Somehow I can relate myself to grey's anatomy. Looking at the friendships protrayed among the peeps... its just...twisted.

Did a lot of thinking this afternoon. Somehow I felt, day after day, I'm shutting away from people, shutting away from the outside world. Its just sickening. I just dont feel the urge, and know what? I feel comfortable this way...

Maybe its one of those low down days. I feel sick of myself, the world.... I felt I need time for myself to think.

Lots of what ifs that need some answers. Somehow those questions, Im still waiting for the answers..