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Thought i just post up something here today....

Just wanna say

Only Allah s.w.t knows how I feel inside.

Enough said.

ZULKAEDAH

Perwatakannya pendiam. Banyak perkara baik pada dirinya berubah menjadi buruk. Dia banyak berfikir, kerana sifat ini, satu hari nanti dia akan mendapat hasil yang baik dalam kehidupannya. Tetapi oleh kerana banyak berfikir, perbuatannya kadang kala menjadi keliru. Dia seharusnya bertindak tanpa terlalu banyak berfikir untuk mendapat hasil yang yang memuaskan.


How true that is..


Well, from my POV.. I just have to be very careful. I sometimes had to turn to someone to ask for their opinion before I make a decision, but it does not mean that my decision is purely based on others' opinions. I just have to weigh the good and the bad before i make a decision

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I just dont care, but in the matter of fact, I do

I FEEL SO EMOOOO NOW..

lol, i think its just my PMS playing up...

On the other hand, I've had a great time, doing things that I wanted to do, mostly alone.

Sometimes, some things just felt different.It definitely does feel different.

Maybe its time to play with my SLR, havent done that in such a long time!

dugaan

For the past few days, only Allah knows how stress I was, for reasons that I can't mention, or tell public.

Somehow, because of what happened, i see that a lot of people cared, only a few people know what really happened, and I had been so freaking emo about it, and lots of people asking why, and I feel grateful to have people that cares about me. I totally appreciate it.

What happened to me was my fault, but it serves as a warning so that I wont do that mistake ever again. I was too naive, too naive!!

But it's all settled now except this one last thing, which hopefully will be done in 3 weeks time.

Lastly, I am so grateful towards all the people who are involved with helping me out, I dont want to mention who, but you know who you are (if you are reading this blog) lol, walaupun mulut inda berkata, tapi hati ani bersyukur banar2.

This event also make me question, of why it happened. Allah knows best, and maybe he has something in store (a.k.a lessons, etc) for me, at this time, i dont know why it happened, but I am sure, behind this, there will be something good that will come out, Insya Allah :))))

Alright peeps.. ghost whisperer is waiting for me!! hohohoho